I'm working on me...I can't fix him. Despite my hurt and anger I have realized I do love him and if we are able to salvage our marriage, I really didn't sign on to give up in divorce court. It goes against everything I believe in. That said though, it's all dependent on how much he's willing to put into us....and right now it isn't much. I'm not nailing any doors shut, but I'm not going to lay down and be a doormat either. We'll see how it all plays out.
In the mean time....I'mma gonna rawk this thing! lmao
Got in an hour of cardio today so I'm extremely pumped about that! It sucks living in "the sticks" because the nearest gym is 45 minutes away. Luckily, I have some awesome friends who are going to come this weekend and help me set up my melee of equipment here so I can get in my strength training too! Until then, it's me hitting the pavement and working it with the Wii fit....so far it's working!
According to the Wii fit calculations, since New Years Eve, I am down 8.62 lbs and my Wii fit age has decreased by four years already!
Oh yea! Did I mention that I'm so gonna be a hottie? ha ha